Well, the wednsday after my stepmom came home from the hospital, last month; She had to take Elizabeth and Lilly to the hospital to see a doctor for an appointment. Just as the appointment ended, a C.A.S worker came in with 2 security guards and went to where they were. She tried to take Elizabeth and Lilly, so my stepmom tried to kick her in the face. The security guards tackled my stepmom, causing her to hit her head very hard, causing her skull to crack abit and have a fudging black eye and odd vision for just over a week. The worker didn't press any charges at that time, she said that she was alright.

Then the next week she and my dad went to court, I went there to support them, so did my older sister and her fiancee's parents. we found out then that the worker had pressed charges for the assualt, so after court, they went to the police station to find out what the heck was going on. While they were in there,I was with Chrystal and her fiancee's parents at Timmy's accross the street from the station. when they came out, they said that the police had no records of my stepmom being charged for this, and so she wasn't gonna be. And they asked me if i wanted to stay with them and keep my stepsister company while they are out of town and to keep an eye on their house. I agreed to do so. Later that night around, 9ish, during dinner the police came and told my stepmom that she was to come to the station right away because she was being charged. But then later the worker has them drop the charges.

Then abit later in the week, the C.A.S changed workers, fudge, the new lady was suck a bloddy liar and a (term you use for a female dog)! She made it sound like my dad and stepmom are majorly abusive and also made it sound like my siblings and I are wee little things. Apparently she went through all the files that was on us, because when i was in grades 7-10 I used to see a social worker about things and so did my stepbrother and stepsister. she filled a report that consisted of at least 37 paragraphs... and only 4 were true.

But then she granted my dad, stepmom, stepsister, my two sisters and I access to see them once a week at the C.A.S building. My stepbrother couldn't go due to other reasons.

While Elizabeth and Lilly are in fostercare, her foster parents wont take her to school, she hasn't been wearing her eyepatch, which will cause more issues for her, especially when in January, she was casted as legally blind! They've made them miss any doctor's appointments without calling to rescheduel or cancell. Which the C.A.S dont believe that for one bit. Oh, those so called people will pay, karma will see to that.

Then, just last week on Tuesday, the worker calls and tells my dad and stepmom that only one sister could come at a time because "there were too many people visiting and it's hard to keep track of the visitors". BULL CRAP! Already we can only see them once a week for one hour, so I only got to see them for 20 mins because chrystal, meigan and I had to take turns just to see them. And now she expects my sisters and I to only see them 1 hour a month?! Fudge that! All that they've been doing is causing my family stress and crap that we dont need! Those sallad tossers can go find someone else to fudge around with, I'm close to another break down, which I've had the day before the first court date.

Well, sinse they're done with all their notes and were handed to the courts last week on the 17th during another court session that morning, this week during another session, my dad and stepmom's lawyer will be giving the court the notes he has, and other notes from the family doctor and ELizabeth's teacher and principal. Soon, the C.A.S will be getting what they deserve for jumping the gun. I just wish it will come sooner so I can stop being so stressed and ticked off.

The only good thing this month was the 7th month anni with Paul and I. He's a real sweetheart. He's been supporting me through out this whole ordeal. Thank you Paul, I love you. Well, I gotta go, ciao.

Paul and I are still together. I'm very happy right now. :D For christmas Paul gave me a silver locket. It's very pretty. ^.^ I'm at his place right now, heeh, he's getting a slice of pumpkin pie with whipped cream for me. :D He's such a sweetheart. ^^
I saw Corina, Sarah, and Katrina last sunday. It was fun. I can't wait to See corina, Katrina, and our friend Serena on the 29th.
Mmmmmmmmmmm... garlic bread.. lol Paul just gave me a slice of garlic bread. *purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* Well, i gtg ttfn!

Well, Somethings have changed... John and i broke up back in September.. then in october my friend Jenn introduces me to a guy named mike.. we dated for a while but then broke up b/c we hardly ever got to see oneanother... and now I have another. :D XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
His name is Paul.... he's what I call, a sexy scotsman! Meh.. ^^ I'll get a pic of him ASAP! *Drools so much that 16 buckets are already full* O.o N e ways.. I gtg, ttyl!

Well, right now I'm at my Oma's and Opa's in Angus... (north of Toronto). i'm having fun... I got to see my cousins so it was all good. If tomorrow is a nice day then we're gonna go to either Wassaga beach, or Barrie beach. Not sure wich on yet though. XD :D Well I gotta go! Dinner time!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! O.o; lol.

Well my summer holiday was going well until last Tuesday. I was talking to my father on MSN and we got into a huge arguement. He keeps trying to blame shit on me that I did not even do. Also, I have not been at his place for nearly two months. he wonders why, well it because 1: He pisses me off. and 2: He never listens when I tell him things.

He asked me if I recieved an email from him earlier that day. I said, "No, because I've had you blocked sinse November or december." Then he replied, "That's bull shit. If you had me on block then why are we talking right now?!" that got me pissed because because he's being so stupid. So I answered, "Dad, this is instant messanger, not email!" He then tried saying that they're the same thing. That really angered me because evryone knows that emails and Instant messages are two completely different things right?

He was angry at me because one weekend when I was supposed to comeover I didn't because one of my friends could not be left home alone because something bad happened to her when she was in grades 1 and 3. He then said "I don't give a shit about your friends you're supposed to be here and see you little sisters. Instead you're being a bitch to them and taking off to your friends!" well sorry if I also care for my friends too and i also have a life. *sighs in aggitation*

Durring this arguement he kept saying things that is what alot of people call it "Using baby sisters as a weapon."

He also said that he talked to my younger sister Erin, saying that I'm always lazy and that I always leave shit lying around the house. And he also wanted me to call later that night, I said ok but now I have to go because someone else needs to use the computer at the library. He tried bitching at me some more. I told that I needed to go and sign off and that I'd call later that evning and he said, "Don't bother." so I replied, "what call? Fine bye." so ever sinse then I've had him on block.

So later on that evening when i was at my boyfriends house I talked to my younger sister about the conversation I had with dad. That really pissed her off because she said that she has not been to dad's nor has she spoken with him for three weeks. So we know that he was lying there. Also she and my mom knows for a fact that I pull most of the wieght at home by doing most of the chores and tidying.

She also sent me the email thet my dad tried to send me. It really upsetted me and my boyfriend and his mom were not impressed with my father. His mother, Molly, said that my dad is not a good parent. The email was nothing but emotional blackmail.

Well, enough about that. sorry about the rant but I really needed to get that off of my chest. Besides that mess, things are actually quite good.

I'm going to my Oma's and Opa's on the fifth of August. I can't wait because I have not been there for nearly two years. So it'll be fun. i get to see my cousins, my aunt Cindy and hopefuly uncle Scott. But normally he's always working. ^.^ Well i gtg ttyl!

Well... i'm very tired but good.. my b/f gave me an irish devotion ring that is real sterling silver.. :D He's such a sweety. ^.^;

Yesterday was my 2nd month anniversary with my b/f John... ^^ He took me out to dinner at Dairy Queen b/c he knows that I like ice cream.. lol.. it was fun.. Then afterwards we went to the library so I could return a movie but then when we got there, we decided to use the computers.. it was all good. :D

I was visiting my dad's this weekend and things seemed to be going well. That is.... until Saturday evening. My step brother said that I could use his computer so I could go on MSN. He signed on his computer only to find that it had several viruses and it would not connect to the rouder. So he started to throw a fit thinking that someone was on his computer.... how could they if now one knows his password?? He started yelling, screaming and mouthing off to my stepmom. Then a few minutes later, my older sister came out of her room saying that her computer lost it's internet connection. So, my dad went down stairs to see why it was not working and it turned out that sinse my step brother could not get the internet on his computer, no one else should. Hense he took it and put it in his room. My dad came back to the kitchen where my step mom and I were helping Elizabeth with her arts and crafts, when he told us that he took it. Then my stepmom went down to my step brother's room to get, it but then they started yelling at each other again, then he smashed the rouder.. -_-;
Then she came back up and told us what he did... and they fought more and now she wants him out by today or otherwise she's gonna call the police and have him removed. T_T

Later on that evening, she and my dad started fighting about that issue and a different one that I don't know about, caused my stepmom to threaten that she's gonna pack up her bags and take the babies with her to Brockville. Thank God she didn't though. The next day, which was yesterday, she and my dad fought more and were screaming and yelling.... this was really starting to bug me because there was so much tension in the house... even the night before. Apparently, someone locked the door and closed it when my dad was outside getting something from the van... so he broke the door just to get in... He tried to accuse my step mom for doing that to him but we all told him that every one were in there room. He fought more with her and when he and my older sister and I wnet to my Grandma's for dinner my step mom said to my dad to not come back tonight other wise she'll call the police and have him removed. And there is also a chance that they'll get a divorce. If that happpens, then my father will skip town with out tellin anyone where he's going and my step mom will probably go back to Brockville... meaning that i will not be able to see my baby sisters! T_T

My stomach wont stop growling and i just had that Beartie Bott's every flavor jelly beans... well the good ones n e ways... all the other ones i gave to a friend.. I can't wait to hear from her later.. lmao!Well I must b off! TTFN!

Well, I finally have some tome to update this page. I've been really busy with school and I have a new b/f. He's such a sweety. His name is John. LOL... Thats funny.... Zika_Silver1 is one of my best friends and I set her up with a guy named Jon over a year ago and they're still together, and now I have a b/f and his name is John.... LMAO.... That is so wierd.... but, yeah i'm crazy and I'm proud of it. My birthday is within 1 week from tomorrow, I can't wait! :D Well I gotta get going so ttfn!